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May. 5th, 2008

a today with feelings to keep close and warm

school? happy, (semi)worthless, full of laughter, wasting time, pleasant, planning, full of people and accidental alliteration.
the village scoop? not the most welcoming, cold, dark wood, expensive, a lovely idea in theory.
being with anne, kendra, katie, ellen and cara for a warm, sunny afternoon for a day of treats (ha)  and memories was beautiful! 
we went to bruegger's, then over to snail lake. it' is so lovely to reminisce with people that share your memories, honestly - it's pure and warm, especially in the places the swirls occurred.

anne and i made pasta with sauteed garlic and vegetables with tofu; best meal in a long time, mostly because it was eaten as the sun decided to set.

i want to see you and give you my energy.

i feel like i felt when i was with faith, izzy, katherine, anne, louisa and linnea on anne's grandparent's farm along with her parents.   endless rolling soft green fields filled with sunlight, be it morning or evening.  the stars shone so brilliantly it was nearly painful (nearly).  delicious food and free-roaming animals along with the fulfilling storybook tree, fence, little dirt road and tree swing. experiencing life as a wonder in bloom.

art creation shall happen in a lapsing lack of time tonight.

"someday i will ask you why, but not now."

May. 4th, 2008

please, sir, don't tell momma what you saw

i will shy away from leaking all of my positive energy into something as the internet.
in order to keep that safe....weekend? yes.

friday:  i'm not even going to mention school situations - has been and his beautiful hands? no more channeling that one. after school:  home, sleep (math exams are exhuasting, after all), taste of scandinavia - talked with pat and dick, consumed deliciousness. lauren's with anne, kendra, ellen, eric, caitlin and jimmy.  drove with ray, kendra and marissa's parents to the bedlam, recieved the greatest energy i had ever had the pleasure of feeling before, while, and after the SFS play - Goodbye Berlin.  Talked with Emme for a while (martha's friend came into town, we haven't seen each other since 2007, that's all right), got to talk with bridey very closely (thump, thump, blink, smile, thump. . .), talked with riva, tre, and J.  They are all such beautiful, talented, natural and kind people that I do not want to leave. Hugged them all, flew into the rain with kendra, ray, marissa, and her parents.  Shed some clothing layers (okay, more than some) and began to create art.  I had not created art since my bursts of inkings.  i have created something beautiful and true to my core.  a very nice feeling, mostly.  hummmmmmmmbley.

saturday: volunteer at rummage sale! nope. and i'm not even going to get into that.  rather than that, i slept until nearly two, when the mounds view play began.  it was well done and kari was wonderful and funny, undoubtedly.  After Singin' in the Rain, my mom and i went to Zen Asia with claire and pat.(cousin, aunt).  Last night, on the way to or home from the movies, i realized how attracted to someone i am.  it's a different kind of attraction than i've ever felt. it's somewhere else, steady and grounded, beautiful ever more. as are they.)  their eyes are nearly all i have been seeing. looooooooovely, but strong. strong with experience and insight; love and compassion.  dinner ended, hit up the gas station for ice (silly story about that, actually), then saw made of honor.  it was fairl late by then and we went our ways.  i did various things (running, anyone?) while watching grey's anatomy, talked with marissa, showered, created yet another beautiful, abby artwork.  it feels out of place and strange to see my name in one of these posts.

sunday is now, warm, sunny, windy and loving, with a hint of procrastination in the air.  no religion, seeing as it has ended, school work to do, cleaning to wish, and grocery shopping has been done.

Apr. 25th, 2008

find a cure for her life

1) i belive her name was stella and he said
stella, stella i want to give you the world if you'd just stay whit me tonight
stella, stella i want to give you the would if you just hold me tight



2) an entrancement of entangled gentle limbs mixed with dewy mists, rising from none other than the crisp your ocean.



3) undulating passions of rainy day music flowing through your inner self, leaking in the most watery of ways, wooshing it through her damp earth.

Apr. 21st, 2008

Meat is murder....and lake trails? Those too - Definitely.

      I would very much like to find a way to have better opinions about peoples' exteriors.  Along with mine, too.  I have not yet met a person whom, while I am with them, I am who I am when I'm by myself.  Truly I find it interesting how people in general, not completely as a whole though, have different selves.  Maybe some of these, maybe all of these selves or more of them even are what sometimes come through.  Their friend self, their lover self, their self-lovin' self, their insecure self, their cartwheel-on-a-beach-all-day-long self, their grass layin' self, their confident do-anything self, their analytical self, their optimistic self, their cynical self, and their supreme self of course, though recognizable the last typically is not.

    My dancin' in the rain self is the one that's been sowing through more than any of the above lately, which is nice for me.  With the exception of one and a half people, no one knows how to react to me being all free and full of hippie lovin' all the time.  Entertaining?  Absolutely.

Apr. 17th, 2008

euphoria and road-side whales

joe is amazing.
not joe fifield, though he is too....
but, crazy joe.
crazy beef jerky sharpening joe.

basically we have laughing fests from the end of 3rd hour to the end of 5th. amaaaazing, and i'm not the only one who thinks so. :)

running and dancing around spastically leaves me with endorphins up the wazoo.
that's right, the fuckin wazoo!

I LOVE YOU! i love you i love you i love you and haven't been able to say it for a LONG time. so i'm going to say it again because it feels that good. I LOVE YOU!

PS:  europe in ten weeks!

Apr. 13th, 2008

satisfaction at its BEST.

YOUUUUUUUU
are fine with communicating whiny things or art things, but as for SOMETHING, 

i am going to say it but i don't mean it at allll and i'm actually laughing for some CRAZY REASON -
YOU SUCK, FUCK YOU. 

:]
that felt HELLA GOOD!

Apr. 9th, 2008

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Apr. 8th, 2008

gettin' funky with THE FUNK.

the funk still lives!
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Apr. 6th, 2008

like sugar and spice





I FEEL GOOD!

Apr. 5th, 2008

Into the Wild of the soul.

 Into the Wild of the soul.

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